A Sunday Morning Resolution.
The sky glows
I see it shining when my eyes close
I hear the warnings but we both know
I’m gonna cross the line again
Don’t wait
The road is now a sudden sea
And suddenly, you’re deep enough
To lay your armor down
Okay, okay. I know you all are tired of me talking about my mysteriously stupid problem. Today, on this beautiful Sunday morning, I’m going to try to forget it for just a little while. I know some people recognize this as AA meeting prayers, but this is a prayer my late grandpa taught me:
Dear God, grant me the grace and serenity
to accept the things I can’t change,
the strength, will, and power to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.
Those are three simple requests that people tend to overlook. It may seem small. But to me, it’s the key in making life’s decisions. It’s a very wonderful and powerful prayer.
Today I am going to bend over backwards studying Biology. It’s one of the things I’m grateful of: Having passion. I can be ambitiously determined if I want to be. So even if my world is crumbling down, I’ll shut myself out and study.
I’m tired of taking deep breaths and saying stupid mantras. I’m tired of hiding under the blanket crying like a loony idiot. It’s not working-I still feel hurt. So it’s time for another type of healing: Open the textbook and preparing myself for the battle next week.
It’s time to stop mourning on things I can’t change: Now is the time to change the things I can.
Have a nice weekend.
